Tuesday, April 22, 2003 san. ok. since you havent given up on bel. i think you should go talk to her larhs. and dont bother about mie anymore. and even if you wanna side with bel, it is fine with me. go be her good friend. think she needs it more than me. well, others might side with her cos they dont know the whole situation that i've been through. she just tells people who ask that i dont want to friend her cos of james but it aint the situation at all. i cant be bothered to explain to them at all. so what if they think that way? it doesnt matter to me at all. as long as my friends know it and judge for themselves. yarhs. and we are s/ms. we are as long as i dont quit np. but i am giving up on it already. oh yeah. and we are still friends. you know? those 'hi' and 'bye' kinda friends. yarhs. and that mail. sorry larhs. i just said what i wanted to. and i have to say this again. it is not you and ray's fault. your private lives. nothing to do with me. i was just concerned on why you were so down that's all. if i had turn back time, i'd wish i never knew anyone. i'd wish i didnt join legion. i'd wish i wasnt in np. all cos np and legion caused me this sh*t. wait. np and legion didnt. i caused this shi*t. i dont know whether i can take this any longer. so let's just go on with our wonderful lives. treasure your time with ray. (:
x if i could turn back time, i'd f*ck off before i hurt anyone x
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